A DAY TO REMEBER

AFTER MY HORRIBLE NEWS YESTERDAY I WAS JUST LOST FOR WORDS. IT HAS BEEN A VERY STRESSFUL COUPLE OF WEEKS. MOM AND I CRIED AND CONSOLED EACH OTHER A GOOD PART OF THE DAY YESTERDAY. SO I DECIDED THAT WE NEED SOMETHING TO LIFT OUR SPIRITS AND TAKE OUR MINDS OFF OF MY NEW CONDITION. FISHING CAME TO MIND. SO I TOLD MOM THAT I WAS GOING TO GO FISHING ON SATURDAY AND ASKED IF THEY WOULD LIKE TO GO. MOM AND I WENT TO WALMART THAT DAY AND WE BOTH GOT OUR LICENSES. MY LINCENSE WAS A BIRTHDAY GIFT FROM MOM AND DAD THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH. SO THIS MORNING I GOT UP AT 4 AM AND GOT READY AND HEADED OUT TO THE LAKE. I GOT THERE AND GOT OUR FAVORITE SPOT SAVED FOR US. MOM CALLED ME AT ABOUT 6:45 AND TOLD ME THEY HAD TO MAKE A STOP AT WALMART AND THEN THEY WOULD BE OUT. THIS MADE ME VERY HAPPY. I WAS GOING TO GET TO SPEND THE DAY WITH MY PARENTS DOING ONE OF THE THINGS WE ALL MOST LOVE TO DO. BY THE TIME THEY GOT THERE I HAD ALLREADY CAUGHT MU FIRST 2 GOLDEN TROUT FOR THE BEGINING OF THE SEASON. WHAT A DAY IT WAS AWESOME IT IS THE FIRST TIME IN AWHILE THAT I GOT TO FISH WITH BOTH OF MY PARENTS AT THE SAME TIME. THERE WERE SOME PEOPLE MISSING AND HOPE THAT WE WILL ALL BE ABLE TO GET TOGETHER AND DO IT AGAIN REAL SOON. WHEN OUR FAMILY GETS ALL TOGETHER FOR A GOOD DAY OF FISHING IT IS LIKE A GIFT FROM GOD. OF COURSE AS ALLWAYS MOM OUT FISHED US BOTH. THANK YOU MOM AND DAD FOR THE AWESOME DAY AND I LOOK FORWARD TO MANY MORE TO COME.

AND THE CRAZINESS BEGINS FOR THE SEASON

HERE IN TWIN FALLS WE HAVE THE ONLY BRIDGE IN THE U.S.A. THAT IT IS STILL LEGAL TO B.A.S.E JUMP FROM. ON MY WAY HOME TONIGHT THEY HAD JUMPERS ON THE BRIDGE SO I DECIDED TO STOP AND TAKE A COUPLE OF PICTURES FOR YOU ALL. THIS IS ABSOLUTELY CRAZY. A FEW YEARS AGO A FRIEND OF MINE AND I WERE ON THE RIVER WATCHING SOME BASE JUMPERS AND WE WATCHED ONE GUY JUMP AND HIS CHUTE NEVER OPEN. THE GUY WAS 23 YEARS OLD AND THE SAD THING WAS HIS MOTHER WAS ON THE BRIDGE WATCHING HIM.

TO CATCH A THEIF

I GOT THIS PICTURE OF AMY LEE IN THE ACT OF TRYING TO GET THE SOLES OUT OF MY BOOTS. I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT IS WITH HER AND SOLES IN SHOES. SHE LOOKED AT ME WHEN I TOOK THIS PICTURE LIKE WHAT DAD I AM INNOCENT. HOW CUTE IS THAT.

NEW MODEL

I DID THIS MODEL TONIGHT IT WAS AN FAIRLY EASY ONE AND ENJOYABLE TO DO

NAME THE MOVIE

THIS IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE BARBARA STREISAND FILMS. HERE IS A LITTLE HINT " PAPA CAN YOU SEE ME PAPA CAN YOU HERE ME PAPA CAN YOU FIND ME IN THE NIGHT"

MORE EAGLES

HERE ARE A COUPLE MORE PICS OF THE EAGLES

THE EAGLES HAVE LANDED

I GO THIS IN AN EMAIL HOW WOULD YOU LIKE TO SEE THIS IN YOUR FRONT YARD

Yeah, the cold temperatures (-5° F) came with a deep blue sky.
The wind hadn't started and the snow from earlier in the week was still piled up.
When the eagles landed, they knocked the snow off their branches.
This was about 400 feet from our house in Eagle River, WI.

MY DAUGHTERS WEDDING

IT HAS BEEN A WHILE SINCE THIS EVENT TOOK PLACE. IT IS TIME FOR ME TO SHARE A COUPLE OF PICTURES WITH YOU. THE REASON WHY I AM DOING IT NOW AND NOT THEN IS BECAUSE OF SOME PERSONAL ISSUES I HAD. I HAVE WORKED THEM OUT AND NOW I AM ABLE TO DEAL WITH THIS. I LOVE MY DAUGHTER VERY MUCH AND WISH HER AND JR THE VERY BEST POSSIBLE LIFE TOGETHER. THEY MAKE A VERY NICE COUPLE DON'T YOU THINK. SENICA WAS VERY BEAUTIFUL AND ALWAYS IS. I LOVE YOU BOTH AND AGAIN WISH YOU BOTH THE VERY BEST.

MY DOCTOR SAYS I HAVE OCD WHAT DO YOU THINK

I WAS TAKING PICTURE OF MY COUCH TO SHOW YOU THE FACE LIFT I GAVE IT. I WAS LOOKING AT THE PICTURES I TOOK AND NOTICED SOMETHING WAS NOT RIGHT. SO I FIXED IT AND TOOK ANOTHER PICTURE YOU TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK IS WRONG LOL.

MORE MILK CANS

THIS IS MORE OF MY AUNT KAYES AWESOME WORK. I TREASURE THEM. GREAT JOB AUNT KAYE.

MILK CANS

MY AUNT KAYE IS AN AMAZING ARTIST. SHE PAINTS ON ALL SORTS OF THINGS. OLD SAWS MILK CANS COW SKULLS ECT. SHE DID THIS CAN FOR ME IT IS AWESOME.

MORE PICS OF MY HOME

WOW A CLEAN HOUSE

OK TODAY I PUT IT INTO MY MIND THAT I WAS GOING TO GET IT DONE. I CLEANED MY ENTIRE HOUSE. IT MAKES ME FEEL GOOD WHEN I GET IT DONE. I AM VERY PROUD OF THE WAY MY HOUSE LOOKS WHEN IT IS CLEAN. LATELY I HAVE BEEN ABLE TO BE MORE FOCUSED ON THINGS AND AM FEELING BETTER ABOUT MYSELF.

NEW MODELS

I HAVE DONE 3 MORE MODELS AND WANTED TO SHARE THEM WITH YOU.

PROTEST FOR GLOBAL WARMING

HUNDREDS ATTEND A PROTEST FOR GLOBAL WARMING

JOKE OF THE DAY

A married couple is driving along a highway doing a steady 60 miles per hour. The wife is behind the wheel. Her husband suddenly looks across at her and speaks in a clear voice. "I know we've been married for twenty years, but I want a divorce."

The wife says nothing,Keeps looking at the road ahead but slowly increases her speed to 65 mph.

The husband speaks again. "I don't want you to try and talk me out of it," He says, "because I've been having an affair with your best friend, And she's a far better lover than you are." Again the wife stays quiet, But grips the steering wheel more tightly and slowly increases the speed to 75

He pushes his luck. "I want the house," he says insistently..

Up to 80. "I want the car, too," he continues.

85 mph. "And," he says, "I'll have the bank accounts, all the credit cards and the boat!"

The car slowly starts veering towards a massive concrete bridge. This makes him nervous, so he asks her, "Isn't there anything you want?"

The wife at last replies in a quiet and controlled voice. "No, I've got everything I need," she says."Oh, really," he inquires, "so what have you got?"

Just before they slam into the wall at 85 mph,The wife turns to him and smiles. "The airbag."

Moral of the Story : Women are crazy!!!!

WORDS OF WISDOM

We sit and we type, and we stare at our screens We all have to wonder, what this possibly means.
With our mouse we roam, through the rooms in a maze Looking for something or someone, as we sit in a daze.
We chat with each other, we type all our woes Small groups we do form, and gang up on our foes.
We wait for somebody, to type out our name We want recognition, but it is always the same.
We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes flirt In IMs we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt. We do form friendships - but - why we don't know But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow.
Why is it on screen, we can be so bold Telling our secrets, that have never been told. Why is it we share, the thoughts in our mind With those we can't see, as though we were blind.
The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell. We all have our problems, and need someone to tell. We can't tell real people, but tell someone we must So we turn to the 'puter, and to those we can trust.
Even though it is crazy, the truth still remains They are Friends Without Faces, and odd little names.

MORE MODELS

HERE ARE SOME MORE PICS

MY NEW HOBBY

ONE OF MY NEW HOBBIES THAT HAS TAUGHT ME ALOT ABOUT MYSELF IS DOING MODEL. AT FIRST I FOUND IT VERY FRUSTRATING AND STRESSFUL. IT MADE ME NERVOUS. BUT IT WAS BECAUSE I WANTED IT DONE NOW. THE MORE I DID IT THOUGH THE MORE I REALIZED THAT IF YOU WANT SOMETHING DONE RIGHT YOU HAVE TO TAKE THE TIME TO DO A GOOD JOB. IF YOU HURRY THROUGH IT THEN YOU ARE NOT PAYING ATTENTION TO THE FINISH PRODUCT AND YOU ARE NOT GOING TO BE HAPPY WITH IT. TODAY I AM HAPPY WITH WHAT I HAVE DONE SOME OF THEM MAY NOT BE PERFECT BUT I KNOW THAT I GAVE IT MY BEST SHOT. I WAS SO PROUD OF MY ACCOMPLISHMENTS THAT WHEN I GOT HOME ONE OF THE FIRST THINGS I DID WAS TO BUILD SHELVES TO DISPLAY MY MODELS AND THAT MADE ME HAPPY. HERE ARE SOME PICTURES OF WHAT I HAVE DONE I HOPE YOU LIKE THEM.

A THERAPUTIC LESSON

WHILE IN THE HOSPITAL I LEARNED A FEW THINGS. ONE OF THEM IS VERY THERAPUTIC FOR ME. I BEGAN DOING MODELS. THE REASON WHY I SAY IT IS THERAPUTIC IS BECAUSE IT HAS TAUGHT ME THAT THINGS CAN NOT BE DONE IN ONE DAY SOMETIMES AND THAT THE HARDER YOU TRY THE WORST IT GETS SOMETIMES. THE FIRST MODEL I GOT, I STARTED PUTTING IT TOGETHER AND TRIED TO DO TO MUCH AT ONE TIME AND WAS NOT LETTING WHAT I HAD ALREADY DONE SIT AND DRY. WHEN I STARTED PUTTING THE PIECES TOGETHER THAY ALL STARTED FALLING APART AND I GOT FRUSTRATED PUT IT ALL BACK IN THE BOX AND THREW IT IN THE TRASH. WHEN I CALMED DOWN I GOT IT OUT OF THE TRASH AND SAT DOWN AND SAID TO MYSELF YOU CAN DO THIS IF YOU GIVE YOURSELF TIME.
SOMETIMES YOU HAVE TO JUST PUT IT DOWN AND GO ON TO SOMETHING ELSE WHEN THINGS START GETTING FRUSTRATING. YOU CAN ONLY DO WHAT YOU CAN DO AND THEN YOU HAVE TO LET IT SIT. IT SOUNDS EASY BUT DOING IT IS THE HARD THING AND THAT IS SOMETHING THAT I AM LEARNING TO DO. IT WILL NOT HAPPEN OVER NIGHT THIS I KNOW BUT IT IS GETTING BETTER.
TIME IS A IMPORTANT PART OF OUR LIVES AND WE HAVE TO MAKE THE BEST OF IT. GETTING FRUSTRATED AND UPSET WASTES TIME WE HAVE THAT WE COULD BE USING SPENDING IT DOING OTHER THINGS LIKE SPENDING IT WITH THE ONES YOU LOVE.

MY FAMILY MY LIFE

IT IS TIME FOR ME TO POST.
RECENTLY I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL FOR MANIC DEPPRESION AND PROBLEMS WITH MY DIABETES. I JUST FELT LIKE MY WHOLE WORLD WAS CAVING IN AROUND ME. IT SEEMED LIKE THE MORE I TRIED TO DIG MYSELF OUT THE MORE BURIED I GOT. I ALSO HAD ISSUES FROM THE PAST THAT WERE HAUNTING ME AND I COULD NOT SEEM TO LET THEM GO. I COULDN'T LET THEM GO BECAUSE I NEVER TOLD ANYONE ABOUT THEM. SOME OF IT I HAD BEEN HOLDING IN SINCE I WAS A YOUNG KID.
ONE NIGHT I JUST WANTED TO END IT ALL. THE ONLY THING THAT STOPPED ME WAS A PICTURE I HAD ON MY COMPUTER MONITOR OF MY MOM.
THERE ARE SOMETHINGS THAT I HAVE LEARNED FROM THAT TERRIBLE NIGHT. ONE OF THOSE THINGS I HAVE LEARNED IS THAT I HAVE A BEAUTIFUL FAMILY THAT LOVES ME FOR WHO I AM AND WILL STAND BEHIND ME IF I JUST LET THEM IN AND DON'T HIDE THINGS FROM THEM. NOTHING IS SO BAD THAT FAMILY CAN NOT HELP YOU OUT WITH EVEN IF IT IS ONLY MORAL SUPPORT. THE FAMILY I HAVE IS THE BEST IN THE WORLD.
ANOTHER THING THAT I HAVE DISCOVERD ABOUT ME IS THAT WHEN THINGS ARE GOING BAD AND MY MIND STARTS RACING A HUNDRED MILES AN HOUR I NEED TO STEP BACK AND DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. ONE OF THOSE THINGS IS CALLING MY FAMILY AND TELL THEM THAT I AM NOT IN A GOOD FRAME OF MIND AND NEED HELP. I ALSO NEED TO KEEP TAKING MY MEDS BECAUSE WITHOUT THEM I CAN NOT CONTROL MY MOODS. AND THE FINAL THING IS LEARNING TO RELAX AND REDIRECT MY THOUGHTS ON SOMETHING ELSE UNTIL I CAN GO BACK TO WHAT I WAS ORIGIONALLY DOING AND FINISH.
I ALSO HAVE LEARNED THAT I HAVE OCD AND THAT IS A PROBLEM. I HAVE A TENDENCY TO TRY TO DO TO MUCH AT ONE TIME AND NOT REALLY GETTING ANYTHING DONE IN THE PROCESS. WHILE I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL I LEARNED SOME VERY THERAPUTIC WAYS TO CURVE THE OBCESSION OF TRYING TO GET IT ALL DONE AT ONE TIME. I AM STILL HAVING A LITTLE PROBLEM WITH THIS AND STILL FINDING MYSELF TRYING TO HARD BUT AM GETTING BETTER. I HAVE ALWAYS HURRIED THROUGH WHAT I AM DOING TO SEE THE FINISHED RESULT NOT JUST AT HOME BUT AT MY JOB AS WELL AND IT HAS CAUSED ME SOME PROBLEMS IN THE PAST.
I LOVE MY FAMILY VERY MUCH AND HAVE PUT THEM THROUGH ALOT THIS PAST FEW WEEKS BUT THROUGH IT ALL THEY ARE STILL THERE FOR ME AND FOR THAT I AM VERY GRATEFUL FOR.
I LOVE YOU ALL AND THANK YOU FOR STANDING BEHIND ME AND FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT